im not sure he will ever read this

im not sure he will understand

im not sure he understood

and im not sure i can stand

to be left here so helpless

and defenseless

against the burn

of emotions inwardly diredted

and words leaing me rejected

im not sure he will see this

im not sure he will know

that it is him to whom i am saying this

and it is to him that i owe

an appology sealed with a kiss

a hug for that near miss

but to him i owe

the truth that i feel

so baby, heres the deal:

Im falling

im falling fast

im scared

but i want this feeling to last.

<3