Wednesday, October 29, 2008

waste away

I can still feel the pin pricks against my bare arms
when the mist disappeared. 
Your lips sucked back in every pixilated breeze,
leaving the world crisp and sharp.
I was left to fall, with no cushion to catch me
no more clouds, nothing left obscure.

The tall grass teased my ankles
and the sun hid shamefully behind the edge of the cliff.
Our freckles mingled once more in the warmth
before floating away in a whisper.
The temperature slid down its yellow-plastic slide
As your fingers slipped from mine.

Rain will come and wash away what is left
of summer's rays and lazy days.
My eyelids will open a little bit more,
to let in what they once hid from my conscious.
but the blur will never return,
no more pink-warm lens between the world and me.



Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Mia-ism

My mind is on a different wavelength. Maybe if you concentrate hard enough you can think your way up to it for a brief amount of time, have a go at it. The most youll lose is a calorie or two. One a day, every day. Prize winner gets a medal.

Thanksgiving hallmark cards, barcoded beauty marks.

[empty response]

hi
[empty response]
you look amazing, can i have a hug?
[empty response]
ive never felt quite so safe, thanks for showing you care
[empty response]
im already buried, but im falling further
[empty response]
alright, it will all feel normal in the morning
[empty response]
sweet dreams xoxo
[empty response]

flaws

"I saw through your pretty face, I fell in love with your flaws"

We all pick up flaws along the way. Flaws are all we have, without them we are simply biological organisms born to birth the next generation. With flaws we begin to incorporate creation, attachment, destruction, and hope. Our flaws make us human.

I have sticky fingers, and i like to poke under things. I am very flawed. or so I thought.

"You brought light into my life with your serene beauty and perfection.
I was happy."

Flaws fade, become personality. And personality is layered thick with image. Im pretty, he always knew that. But once my flaws became so weaved into my skin that they too became beautiful and perfect, I was nothing more but solid plastic.

My flaws are all still there. My flaws are still perfect. 

He forgot one thing: his biggest flaw is that he forgets to look outside of his own eyes.

"I want to live in suffering"

Be my guest.